It has been 8 years since we broke up. People may call it as a “puppy love” kind of thing that we had, but for me it wasn’t.
To my one great love, my first boyfriend, I kept convincing myself lately that the firsts aren’t always what we dreamed/expected to be. I only believed that the ones that will make your heart flutter happens in movies and fairy tales.
I don’t clearly remember much of what happened during the time that we were together, but I’m sure that the happiest and the saddest moments were kept at the back of my mind. I have to admit, I was so stupid back then, for not realizing your worth, your efforts, on how much you cared and loved me. I was so young back then, we both were.
I knew what you had to do just to be with me, and I didn’t appreciate that. I wish I could just turn back time and chose you, stayed with you and fought for you. I know it was a long time ago, but I want to say sorry for the pain I’ve caused you.
You deserve someone who would do the same thing you did for a relationship to last. I’m glad this year we had a chance to catch up of what’s going on with our lives and had the closure we both needed. I then realized, that the firsts will always be the best, the most exciting, and the most unforgettable.
I still care for you, and nothing could change that. Maybe not now, maybe in the future, or maybe in the afterlife, we’ll meet again. If we do, I’ll make sure to choose you, and never make the same mistakes again.
To my MVP, my captain ball, my “the one that got away”, I still feel the butterflies whenever you’re around. Thank you for coming in to my life, you left such memories that I will forever treasure. I hope I gave you happy memories to cherish as well. I wish you all the best ️.
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